Faith or Bust: India

We're a group of guys tired of being told to be normal. We can't be normal, we're Christians. And we're called to live our faith out loud. WE're going to live our lives Faith or Bust.

This summer we're heading to India to serve the poor and dying!


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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Dateline: Nov 12-- Goa

133am
29.11.8
Nov 12-- Goa

So this is probably going to freak out a lot of people... and perhaps the following pictures should not be viewed by the weak hearted or women or children...

But, Yes. I did the unthinkable in Goa... I went to an Indian Dentist!



Doesn't she look scary?

Okay, okay, actually the whole thing was quite fun and nice! Amber, is a Dentist you see, and she offered to do our teeth for free... which, upon my very brief reflection, I quickly said SWEET! The last time I had my teeth checked out was a bit ago... because I don't have dental insurance in the states.

Plus I trust Amber, she's a great gal.



Myron however, is more like a politician... always ready for the photo op. ;-)




The first to get checked was Sylvia...



The next was Myron (who hammed it up).


And the last was me... as you can see they tortured me for this picture.

Luckily I don't have any cavities, and now my teeth are recently cleaned. So I'm all set for my next 5 year visit!

OH and she did me a big favour... ever since I chipped off the bottom right quarter of my front tooth, the replacement plaster has been bothering me. So she smoothed it out so that it's now flush with my tooth, instead of being a snag point.

The cleaning procedure was different than in the US. She didn't use the infamous dentists' picking tools we use, only the plugged in tools. But it seems to have been quite equivalent to a US Dentist (minus the standard x-rays in the US). I'd do it again.

143am

29.11.8 Silent retreat in Goa and Definitely not silent Dinners

1:11 am
29.11.8
Silent retreat in Goa and Definitely not silent Dinners.

From the morning of the 5th to the afternoon of the 9th I was on a silent retreat. At Pedro Arrupe center in Amboda, Goa.



It was a nice time, most of which was spent resting... I didn't realise how tired I was. And how sickness added to that. The first two days I pretty much slept and ate. The next few days I increasingly became active. On the last day I was feeling mostly back to normal, minus the congestion that was lingering from the Flu.

Other than that, it barely felt like a silent retreat, and I actually felt overly busy, even though the schedule was only like 3 activities a day aside from meals. But I enjoyed the opportunity for prayer, and to be guided in "Indian" style meditations.

When I returned to Myron's house, I was treated to a local Cough/congestion concoction... which was sugar and Fenir (a cashew based liquor that is about 90% alcohol). The mixture was set on fire, let burn for a little bit and then blown out and drunk.



I don't know how much it helped, but it was worth a try and was a fun taste of local culture.

The next day we had a really nice dinner that was alot of fun!

It all started with "everyone" (aka, me) dedicating "YMCA" to Myron.


(the "Y")

It started a fun night of laughing dancing and general merry making.


(Myron's parent's Cecilia and Anto)


(Amber and another of Myron's cousins)


(Sylvia and I)


(One of Myron's Mumbai friends and Myron)

The fun thing about this group and night was that we were the only one's making fools of ourselves, and we had fun. Whereas often, I'm intimidated by "dancers" who have to dance to impress others or who have expectations, everyone was just having fun. And it helped that it was basically us (and the two Brits in the next picture) that were dancing and egging each other on.





I think I'm doing some Goan dance...



The place... it had good food too... but due to our dancing the food was lukewarm when we finally settled down to eat.



The crew and the DJ. He was fun, and took requests from us and the Brits and then worked in similar songs.

All in all, I had a great time with My-Rone and the crew dancing. Which made me wonder why I like dancing with them, versus the wedding. I think it was a few factors... first, it was with friends who were carefree. Second, it was a small group. Third, it was informal. Fourth, the music was nice. (The DJ didn't feel the need to play 12 songs at once... only one). And I'm sure there are other reasons...

Anyhow, Blessings,
Edward
1:31am

Eureka!

143am
27.11.8




I finally understand!

I had a discussion last night with a friend, and after a bit of mulling it around, and by the profound grace of God, I finally understand the uniqueness of Christianity amongst all other religions.

(The following is from a letter to my friend, explaining this new knowledge.)

IN all other religions, FIRST you work and sacrifice, THEN you become like Gods.




But the amazing thing about Christianity is that it is the REVERSE!

FIRST, you become a child of God ("become like Gods"), THEN you work and sacrifice out of LOVE.

For us, we realise we can never be perfect, and thus we can NEVER earn "being God like". And God in His Fatherly Love, sent Jesus, His only Son, to become man and then to offer a perfect sacrifice for us (since we can never do so). And now, because of this sacrifice, we are the Father's ADOPTED sons and daughters. And we can here and now, "be like God", because He has given us His own spirit to dwell within us.

THIS IS A FREE GIFT for all of us. And none of us can earn it, because of our imperfection and sin.




God is so Merciful that even while we rejected Him and fought against Him, He has give us the RIGHT to be His sons and daughters and to THEREFORE be "God-like"

For a Christian, once we are baptised, we are made perfect by God. And it is THEN that we become His Children. And even when we sin afterwards or make ourselves imperfect, so long as we GENUINELY acknowledge our wrong and beg for His Mercy, God will grant us UNLIMITED MERCY. And by the merits of HIS sacrifice we are once again made perfect.




In thanksgiving for this, we LOVE God more and more. And that love causes us to work on ourselves so we can love Him more and hurt Him less (Sin is a rejection of God, and just like when we reject our parents, we hurt them, sin hurts God).

This is the difference of Christianity. Being like God is a free gift. And nothing we can do can ever EARN it. And because of this we love God and try to show Him our love by becoming better people.



(me trying to become a better dancer, via practice).

THAT'S IT!
~Edward
159am

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Middle Pondy

532am
29.11.8
Pondicherry
(I arrived in Pondy on the 18th, and this post covers from the 21st to the 26th)

Okay, so first... lets look at this picture.


Notice the white netting? That's my portable mosquito net that's treated with deltamethrin (a mosquito repelant). Notice that black dot? That's a mosquito.

Notice a problem? Yes, that's right, the mosquito is dancing, yes DANCING on my mosquito repelant mosquito net. I think we need to import some American mosquitos to teach these arrogant Indian mosquitos some humility. I mean, leave me in my illusion that my mosquito net will repel you at least. And do you have to dance ON IT?

One of the primary reasons I came to Pondicherry was as a stop over on the way to Chennai, so I could get some western food.

It has turned out to be 11 days!



The majority of my time in Pondy has been spent either in my room or in restaurants, as venturing forth has been mostly out of the question, due to health concerns.

One cafe where I've spent some good time is the Coffee.com internet cafe, which serves up some nice drinks and has WIFI! Praise the Lord!

The drink pictured above is one of my favourites (Mazagrand: coffee, cream and cocoa I think). Though I do love the western feel of the place, I do have to say it's a bit pricey. (40 rps an hour internet, and 120 rps for the large drink pictured).

On the night of the 21st, I tried out a restaurant recommended by the Lonely Planet (aka. "the bible" for travelers). The place was Satsanga. And it has a promising courtyard atmosphere (if I were to go back, I'd ask to sit ACROSS the courtyard in the more ambianced area).

The menu looked promising, but the food was mostly mediocre (except for the main, which was quite good).



I ordered the Tsaziki and bread and a tomato basil soup to start.

The Tsaziki was decent, but the bread that it came with was quite lacking in flavour and texture (it was like eating your basic store bought loaf white bread).

I think it would have been much better if they had used a nice crusty baguette. Or even Pita bread, *gasp*!

And the tomato basil soup was nice, but a bit watery, and the basil was very faint.

The steak however surprised me!




I ordered the steak "au Roquefort" (a type of bleu cheese). And though I was expecting a pungent (and delicious) experience of bleu cheese, I actually got a surprise of a pleasant quality. The sauce was mildly Roquefort, but smooth and tastey, and really made the quite beautifuly cooked steak one of my best steak experiences in India. They actually cooked it MEDIUM! Oh and I also forgot until this night, that European scales and American scales are different for meat. I think that the american scale is one notch longer cooked than the European scale. E.g, a medium done American steak is equivalent to a medium/well done European steak. So a medium rare American is a medium European. I believe this is how it works out. But in any case, this is how the Indians seem to cook steak.

My only problem with the main, was that the potatoes being so white and the Roquefort sauce being so white, made my plate look quite bland. So on plating marks, I give the main a 1 out of 5. The potatoes were good and ample, I just wish there were veggies in exchange for half the potatoes.

(mass time! be back.)
559am
730am
For Dinner the next day, I decided to go "off book". And try a place that wasn't listed in the LP... Cafe 41. The menu wasn't so spectacular, and seemed like your average Indian place that was trying to cater to Tourists. The first disappointment was the only French thing on the menu was out of stock, as well as a few other continental meals. So I went with the roasted chicken.


If you can't tell, that's a meager portion. It was tasty, but instead of ordering something to supliment it, I decided to finish up, and then head out.

I headed to Coffee.com's new sister store Trufiluko (or something of the sort) that's right next to Cafe 41, Rendezvous (the good French restaurant) and Au feu bois (the tasty pizza place).

I grabbed a nice pot of tea (80 rps).


And a nice large (probably about a foot or longer in length) chicken, cheese, and garlic butter Baguette.


The baguette was nice (the garlic butter/cheese combo was a bit hard to finish, by the end). If I was to get it again, I'd split it with someone (or pocket half for later), and enjoy it as it was meant to be, a snack.

The internet at Trufi is actually more expensive that coffee.com 60rps an hour. But it also has wifi. The atmosphere is not yet there (it's on a soft openning while they work more on it), but I have hopes that it'll be a quite comfy place when finished. It already is a very nice place with a beautiful wood bar and nice trimmings, but it reminds me a bit of the Shinning's bar... "Here's Johnny!"

The next day I decided to eat dinner at Hot Breads, but while walking there, I noticed that Daily Bread actually looked like a restaurant. It's on the second floor of the building, so I was always a bit hesitant to go up there. So I decided to try out Daily Bread (as there seemed to be a large amout of people eating there, and nobody eating dinner at Hot Breads).

This is when I wrote the post about eating foreign foods... so if you were wondering what I ended up eating...


Beef Boulandaise (or something of the sort). It was tasty, though I doubt it was anything like the real version. The meal was filling and well made and I could actually tell that there was an effort at not over cooking all the stuff in the gravy, which is often the case in most restaurants in India. And this nice effort made the onion's cooked, but not limp, somewhere right around perfect.

For desert, I decided to stick with my original choice and head downstairs to Hot Breads.


A croissant chocolat


and a black forest cake.

With an okay cappuccino. (The best in town are at coffee.com).

The desert was delicious. Especially the croissant!

In between meals, me and my favourite bottle would have discussions on the merits of health.



RexCof. It's by far my favourite cough syrup in the world. (It works wonders.) And I've even got Myron and Sylvia on the band wagon (we all were sick at the same time).

It's composed of two things:
Chloropheniramine Maleate (what ever that is)
and
Codeine phosphate.

I bless the doctor that perscribed it to me.

On the 25th for dinner, I went to Au feu bois for pizza. And I met a cool German guy. We ate together and then went to the 24 hour coffee shop on the beach and chatted.

It was so nice to talk to a westerner who has been in India for a good amount of time, and who has similar interests! We talked about India and it's politics, and it was refreshing to have someone who could view it similarly to the way I do. He may not have agreed completely with my assessments, but we were able to hold an actual discussion, where we would make points and counter points. And eventually both come out with a better knowledge. He also agreed that Indians are propagandized (and they don't even know it). Now, I know I'm not insane! Luckily, the propaganda that Indian's receive is mostly benign. Though some of it sounds similar to the propagandas that happened in the west in the early 1900s... the Greater Germany, Italy, and Russia movements...

The next day, I went back to Daily Bread and had (I think) the chicken Cordon bleu. One of my favourites.


Luckily I wasn't disappointed, as I already had an idea of what I was going to get, from the previous meal there. It (obviously) isn't a western cordon bleu, but it was tasty and nice.

That night I decided to try their deserts... A chocolate Eclair



and a pretty nice cup o coffee.



They were nice finishes to the meal.

The next morning I came back and tried breakfast. Originally I was going to go to kyassha ai ashaa (or whatever) that was listed in the LP... but it doesn't exist anymore... so I went to satsanga... which wasn't serving breakfast... so I came back to DB.

I grabbed a chocolate pancake (closer to a crepe).



And a spanish omlette with a fresh sweet lime juice.


It was a very nice breakfast.

And now that's done.

Blessings!
~edward
809am

Leaving Las Pondas.

437am
29.11.8
So today is the day that I leave Pondicherry, and if my suspicions are right, today is going to be the first fully beautiful day in Pondicherry since I arrived. You see, since I've been here, Pondicherry has been hammered by rains and Cyclone Nisha. And to make my point of how dreary it has been check out this photo.



So for those of you who don't know... that's the constellation Orion. (Perhaps the most identified constellation). And the point is this, until last night the sky has been overcast the whole time I've been here. In what has been called by locals, the worst rains since they've been here.

Pondicherry (short hand: Pondy) has one major canal (aka. Drainage ditch) in the middle of town, going north south. Which usually does a great job at keeping the city dry. But it has been raining so much that a few days ago (the 26th) the rain filled the canal (about four feet deep). Notice how close it it is to the bridge.



And even then the winds at that time were bad enough to sheer branches off of trees. And the branches were often, surprisingly, young and green and not old.



Yesterday, morning on the way to mass, I noticed even more distruction.



I commented to Michelle on the phone that I feel like Jesus entering Jerusalem, because of all the branches and leaves that are layed upon the streets before me.



But it wasn't only branches and trees, but also a very many trees have been felled by the storm... from the young



To the Old.



The problem, as I see it, is the ground is completely oversaturated with water, and the roots are beginning to rot due to such constant drowning. So when the heavy winds came, trees would fall.

I didn't get a look at the canal this past morning, though I imagine it was higher than the other day, due to the volume of rain we got the night before. I also imagine that it was higher, due to the fact the waters were so high that the drainage system became springs.




I actually kind of like having gone through a cyclone. I mean, it was a once in a life time experience for the Pondy residents, and I got to share it with them. Even though I didn't really know it was a cyclone until the day before it finished. God loves to give me little fun gifts like this. And I love to get them!

Blessings,
Edward
456am
Edit: 1018am I'm leaving within the hour... pray for me!

US Government citizens abroad notice.

Edit: according to my mom, the state department updated this notice to say US citizens are not to travel to Mumbai for the next 5 days.

November 28, 2008

The Department of State warns U.S. citizens about heightened security concerns in India, and advises U.S. citizens traveling to or already in India to maintain a high level of vigilance and to take appropriate steps to increase their security awareness. This Travel Alert expires on December 31, 2008.

There are heightened security concerns in India following the November 26 terrorist attacks on hotels, a railway station, restaurant, hospital, and other locations in Mumbai frequented by Westerners. Over 100 persons are believed to have been killed, and hundreds injured. Casualties include both Indian and foreign nationals. Americans appear to have been among those specifically targeted. U.S. citizens should exercise caution and take prudent security measures, including maintaining a high level of vigilance, avoiding crowds and demonstrations, keeping a low profile, varying times and routes for all travel, and ensuring travel documents are current.

In the aftermath of the terrorist attacks, the Department of State urged Americans to defer travel to Mumbai for at least 48-72 hours. American citizens in need of assistance related to the terrorist attacks should call the Department of State or the U.S. Consulate in Mumbai.

Americans throughout India should be vigilant about security at all times. The Embassy and Consulates are actively assessing the countrywide security environment. Americans are advised to monitor local news reports, vary their routes and times in carrying out daily activities, and consider the level of security present when visiting public places, including religious sites, or hotels, restaurants, entertainment and recreation venues. If unattended packages are spotted, American citizens should immediately exit the area and report the packages to authorities.

For the latest security information, Americans traveling abroad should regularly monitor the Department's Internet web site at http://travel.state.gov where the current Worldwide Caution, Travel Warnings, and Travel Alerts can be found. Up-to-date information on security can also be obtained by calling 1-888-407-4747 toll free in the United States and Canada or, for callers outside the United States and Canada, a regular toll line at 1-202-501-4444. These numbers are available from 8:00 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. Eastern Time, Monday through Friday (except U.S. federal holidays). Americans are also encouraged to read the Country Specific Information for India, available on the Embassy's website at http://newdelhi.usembassy.gov, and also at http://travel.state.gov.

U.S. citizens living or traveling abroad are encouraged to register with the nearest U.S. Embassy or Consulate through the State Department's travel registration web site at https://travelregistration.state.gov/ibrs/ui/ so that they can obtain updated information on travel and security. Americans without Internet access may register directly with the nearest U.S. Embassy or Consulate. By registering, American citizens make it easier for the Embassy or Consulate to contact them in case of emergency. For additional information, please refer to "A Safe Trip Abroad" found at http://travel.state.gov.
U.S. citizens may contact the American Citizens Services Unit of the Embassy or the Consulates General for further information:

-- The U.S. Embassy in New Delhi is located at Shanti Path, Chanakya Puri 110021; telephone +91-11-2419-8000; fax +91-11-2419-8407. The Embassy's Internet home page address is http://newdelhi.usembassy.gov.

-- The U.S. Consulate General in Mumbai (Bombay) is located at Lincoln House, 78 Bhulabhai Desai Road, 400026, telephone +91-22-2363-3611; fax +91-22-2363-0350. The Internet home page address is http://mumbai.usconsulate.gov.

-- The U.S. Consulate General in Chennai (Madras) is at 220 Anna Salai, Gemini Circle, 600006, telephone +91-44-2857-4000; fax +91-44-2811-2027. The Internet home page address is http://chennai.usconsulate.gov.

-- The U.S. Consulate General in Kolkata (Calcutta) is at 5/1 Ho Chi Minh Sarani, 700071; telephone +91-33-3984-2400; fax +91-33-2282-2335. The Internet home page address is http://kolkata.usconsulate.gov

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Color blind

26.11.8
1237pm




have you ever thought about something, and then thought about it more, and then more yet?

There was this game we played during one part of the school... it was a pretty simple game composed of four teams. Your team chose one of two colors, red or green. And the dynamics of the game were this: If everyone chose green, everyone got a point. If everyone chose red, everyone lost a point. But here is where it got tricky... if three teams chose red, and one team chose green, the three teams would gain three points, and the one team would lose three. And if it was two and two, the two RED would gain two points, and the two green would lose two. (table below; +g and +r are the points that teams that chose g or r respectively earn)

1234 +g|+r
==========
gggg +1|+0
rrrr +0|-1
rrrg -3|+3
rrgg -2|+2





now. From the start I realised that red was the best choice, (I was appointed leader by my team), but a few on the team wanted to go green, so we did. Then after discussing and seeing how it worked against us, we decided to go red. As did everyone else. On the third round (or so) I realised the futility of everyone always choosing red, so I asked if the team leaders could conference. On the next round, we were granted a conference. During the conference, we made a pact to all choose green. But when we went back to our groups we found that one of the four did not stick to the pact. Which brought up a case that is not listed above. One red, three greens, which meant no one gained or lost points (at the very beginning of the game, the session leader quickly and non-chalantly mentioned that "there is one case that is not listed, and thats because it's worth zero for both".) For the next round we were not granted a conference, so my group went with green again, sticking to our word and hoping others would stand strong.

But we ended up with -3 again, and since this was a bonus round where all points were multiplied (i think by 10 or something) we lost all our points and went negative, and everyone else ended up going positive.



Then we had a discussion.

And basically the discussion focused on ethics and cooperation. And our group was lauded by the session leader for both, and held as an example of what Christian ministries should be like... trying for the common good, coordinating with other groups instead of competing, etc. (my group knew we couldn't win by coordinating, but we wanted everyone to benefit instead of only a few benefit, and a few lose)

But as I reflected on it, I realised that we didn't do the right thing once our team understood the game.

I feel like we should have always chosen green.


First, green is the optomistic color, because by choosing green, you can't hurt anyone else, and you're hoping for cooperation.

Second, green is the self sacrificial color, by choosing green, points are always awarded to someone, and if it's not awarded to everyone, then at least others benefited more than we lost.

Just now I was reminded of this analysis of mine, by a book I'm reading called "Sayings from the Desert Fathers" by Nouwen and Nomura. In the book is this saying:




"An old man said: I never wanted work that was useful to me but loss to my brother. For I have this expectation, that what helps my brother is fruitful for me."

And that's the eloquent and elegant way of saying what I had come to realise. Why should I ever gain from hurting others? Do we not as Christians realise that by hurting another, we are hurting ourselves? Because all are part of Christ? And not only are we hurting ourselves, but are we not hurting our greatest loved one? Jesus, Himself?
116pm